War
My forehead pounds fiercely, and the rabid innards of my mind strain against my shattering skull;
My body shivers
Shudders
Trembles
With the weight of my consciousness.
Shrieking in my ear, the blurs around me push and shove and dance,
Spurning me to dance with them
I close my eyes, whispering a swift “no” that only I can hear
But it’s too late and I’m tired of resisting.
The smoke in the air seeps through my defenses and slips into my nose,
Calming and seducing me;
And I’m falling and rising at the same time.
I’ve lost.
But it feels good.



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